him .

pagi2 buta tiba2 get 1 receive call . " eila ! jom kuar lepak " . dengan jiwa yang agak tak tenang and bosan . join jerw larr hehe . just teman diorng lepak kedai makan and see diorng karoke . layan !! :) but me ? sory . karoke open ? oh no ! malu sehh . hehe . boleh plak diorng pksa mnyanyi . oh no ! dont ! huhu . so just seat and looking them karoke . yea . pada mula mmg feel enjoy but tiba2 . air mata starting nak turun . bila one of my frend starting karoke . tht song ! lagu dia ! . yea that true . lagu aku dengan dia . damn ! that make me slient . just look down and realy2 feel someting suck ! him ! lagu2 tu semua betol2 terkena pada aku . shit !
kenapa aku boleh teringt dia . he make me hurt . before this mmg aku dapat delete tentang dia dalam kamus hidup aku . tapi bila now aku starting to open my heart to other person . u come back . back my memories . damn ! realy dont like it . enth r u . sampai bila aku boleh bertahan . kenapa kau perlu timbul kembali . adakah timbul tanpa tenggelam ? . oh gosh ! hrmm please away that thing if that be true . aku sakit dengan sikap kau sebelum nie . kau nak tahu bapa lama aku ambik masa lupa kau ! ssh bagi ku . i'm fell alone but aku snggup sigle dari aku dpt someone like u and take time to forget u . shit thing ! now went i can do all of that . u come back . kembali dari dasar lautan dunia playboy u tu . perlu kerw kau timbul balik . motif ? kau tahu aku sakit sebab masih ada sisa diri kau dalam hidup aku . please i want to forget u . i realy mean it !
away !!eh u ! yea u ! other person menghantui hidup aku . yang main jiwa aku . yang control hati aku . but sikap kau membuat aku kecewa . sebab per ? biar aku yang pendam . tapi kenapa kau buat aku begini . kau sedar tak kau sedang control hati aku . please go away if u not mean it . cos i dont want something hapen not like we want . now ku hnya mampu try bertahan dan melihat permainan mu . but dont play me like u play the toy . i'm not your baby doll ! now i just can try hepy my heart back . to be strong back . and try to open back my heart but not bout him ! him ! please go away ! . yea i'm alone . and that not realy suck because i still can stand when enjoy with my frend . but the true i try to come back my old life .

pape pun i try to kick away all of this . memang hari nie aku teremo sebentar after hear that songs . but thx for u guys . make me gile back after that . korang memang masok air punya org huhu . . .away . nite .


* him . before this only him i try to lock in my heart . now only him i try to kick out from my heart .