All true

one of my dear frend said :

' eila u kena kuat . u kena tabah and jgn putus asa . u boleh hadapi semua ni . ingat pesan i yg utama jangan putus asa . u boleh menangis tapi jgn sedih . '

can cry but do not be sad. could it happen to? strong? it is I was really strong? well , what he says is truly. I should be strong and resolute to continue the struggle. I have to prove that I could succeed. I realize that my life is not normal like everyone else. each of the alleged hit. I knew God wanted test to me . every word and advice from my friend is correct. I get his words and his advice. I hold that thing in my heart . i'm promis !

' pasal dia u jgn ingat lagi . u dekat sini terseksa ingat dia . dia ? hepy kat sana ? u tak dapat apa2 . jgn beban an diri u soal dia even i tahu u perlukan dia '

yea ! that true dear . i know that . i should throw out that thing in my life . because that can make me more pressure and feel like crazy . i know wht u say is importand to myself . but that thing also make me difficult to do . setiap kata2 u mmg penuh makna . i trima setiap kata2 dan nasihat u . but i dont know it is i'm enough strong . anymway . thx so much because u sudi dengar and nasihat kan i . i tahu semua tu untuk kebaikan dir i . tapi entah r . i think tak ada sapa yg tahu apa yang i rasakan even i know u tahu prangai i mcm mana . i'm not expect u sudi dengar and be beside me that time . i mmg nak luah semua but that is me . i cant express what i feel . i'm sory . and thx again for all thing u do to me this nite . u mmg pendengar yg setia . .